Had been really busy with school work and work last few days. Working my ass off on weekend standing at least 10hours on sunday got my legs all painful and tired. Monday came and I was at home doing my report and went out a while to meet my friend.

Today, did some shopping and bought stuff that I wanted to buy, more tees and shades. Went shopping with stanley, bought a earring and a stud for 13.50 at hougang mall first before meeting stan to go bugis.

Walked around looking for shades, I bought one for 5 bucks. Pretty cheap. I spent 60 on 2 Praise Tee, the design was nice and stuff.

Seeing how my friend all so successful, I want to be sucessful too. I have 2 friends who started out their own company, one of them quite stable while the other one is still building up. Stan also working his way into film industry, taking up some minor projects at the moment. I too, want to be sucesssful but Im really have not much idea what to be.

I like photograhpy but that is just my hobby, I like making short videos but that is also my hobby, I studying in a design sch getting my diploma but I seem not to have much interest in it. Really, I don't know what I want to do. I thought of becoming an art teacher, but it seems that I don't have the requirement. Min requirement, O lvl and I don't have that. A portfolio is needed too but without O lvl, Im actually a bit lost.

I thought of PE teacher, but one of the requirement stated that I must swim a distance and I can't swim. Well, currently what I want to do is performance. But that won't earn me much, I wouldn't dare put too much hope into it either.

I really need to start now, Im already 20, not old but damn, I just can't decide what I want to do.

Zavier Signing Off~

Lights

Just made a video out of pure boredom today. Yesterday, I went out with stanley. Followed him to meet a client for his first freelance job. Getting paid 600 for a simple editing of a video by putting in subtitles is a lot. Well that goes without minus CPF. How awesome is that? Met the client at Funan. The client seem to be quite a pro in his line and got stan for this job as he had no time.

We then walked around randomly at town and finally we went to train at buangkok. Met up with Melvin and we did some small training. A cat distracted me though LOL. The cat was so cute and I also found out the way cat communicates. I also communicate with cats better now.

Zavier signing off!

Everyday, I come back and type a post, I will always say, everything is going smoothly for me. Really, life has been really great ! Eversince I broke up, it felt as if a burden is gone. My sister got married, I got a stable part time job. I have more time to train and money isn't much of a issue to me now.

What more can I ask for really...Today at work , I felt really pissed. I never felt that pissed off in my life before over a small matter. My japanese boss(the chef there) caught me smoking during working time but hey! There was no customer?! He changed my clock-in time from 1130am to 12pm meaning I lost 3.50 over a 5min cigarette break when there was no one at all?

Yes I was damn pissed off. He was pissed off with me too but what I found strange was that I am known for being able to control my temper well but I didn't know what got into me that got me so angry over such a small matter.

Over the time, I was clunching my fist, punching cabinet when he isn't looking. :/ After a while it got busy, I forgot about the matter too :). Well kind of a good thing. He later in the evening change back to 1130am. I guess my working attitude is all that matter. Maybe he was guilty? Maybe he thinks that I don't deserve that and realized is was his fault to be petty over such small matter.

Putting my ranting of work aside. My godsister have been really cold to me lately. I am not sure why? But she once said she go for look and as for many of you who know me personally. My picture may look good but just on that picture add in a few pimples scar and tada, you have the real me.

Great, good, a lot of people say I have the look but I inherited my mom's acne problem which my mother's side all have and including my siblings. It just spoil my look. I have very low self confident due to that. "If only you don't have acne problem..." I heard from quite a lot of people! Damn makes me think that this acne is killing all my chances.

Monday and tuesday no sch. I wanna go out and do both training on mon and tues. Gotta sign off. Don't feel like typing suddenly.

Zavier signing off~

Life has been going on smoothly for me. Dad striked 4D again. Kind of good that on money problem, we don't have to worry much but maybe about the fact that he won't use that money to help us pay back the debt?

Monday, I had performance in my sch as my friend is one of the committee in this sch and he wanted to show off his and our talents. It was a easy going performance doing moves at almost anyhow. We did what we do best and hopefully this will be my future job. A performaner, a stuntman but long way to go.

I also want to be a teacher that brings light to the student. I wanted to be an Art or at a PE teacher but requirement for PE needs to be able to swim and I can't swim for nuts.

Daily lecture is like chanting to me. I will fall asleep hahaha. Watched 2 movies for the past few days. Transformer 3D , not worth it at all. The 3D not so 3D. And Laddaland yesterday. It was pretty scary. The story line a bit anyhow but the scaring part was awesome!

I made a video about it . You can see it on my facebook. Just click the link on the left side of the blog and go to my videos.

Ending post.

Zavier Signing Off~

Ain't gonna go full detail but just the main point or wait. Im just gonna summarise what happened the past 2 days.

2 Days ago, Im not sure what date it was but I met up with stan and anthony and went to the keppel railway station to have one last final look? Stan was filming, I was just basically following him around taking pictures as I go. We then went to eat and they accompany me go shopping. I don't shopping at all except chinese new year and random days? But my casual shoes is already tearing apart, buying a new pair is a must. So it was hunting for the shoes! Bought the everlast shoes for 44.90 very cheap I must say hahaha. We then went to training where I did some light movement, more with flows and I move without thinking. Im so use to moving that it only require me to think for the first movement and the rest was just my body. Coming up with different moves as my body react to the obstacles my eyes saw. It was pretty much my 2nd nature to move around obstacles maybe rails. Im kinda happy though ;)

Yesterday nothing much, just working the whole day. One of my mate didn't turn up so in the end I was thrown to do the opening in which I had no idea how to. But luckily people who worked 12pm came early and helped me out. It was very quiet, usual nobody. All the restaurants, you get tired working but for this, you get tired from standing doing nothing for hours! But yesterday was different. Around 7.30pm till 9pm, a lot of customers came in. It was soon full house but was able to handle though I did screw up the part where there was no rice but I keyed in orders made by customer which had rice in it. Im not suppose to cause there was no more rice? But it went in my head and I forgot about it. 9pm sharp, I went home. There was still quite a lot of customers but my colleage should be able to take it.

Just some minor updates about my life?

Zavier Signing off~

Day out

It is already passed 12 so it is officially today. Yesterday was my off day, I went out with my best friend stan and boss, ashton to go training at this spot I been eyeing at. It is actually a new estate somewhere in Boon keng called the River Vista. Probably got the name from 'river' nearby, goverment probably want sound professional a bit but it is just a huge canal LOL. Main activity over at the neighbourhood is just fishing. There were a lot of people with fishing rod camping over a extruding platform made especially for people who fish.

We started exploring, and found a spot and started training. A while later, we have to fetch ashton as he was late and didnt know how to go there. Back with ash later at the spot, we started training again. I wasn't in my top form so I was a bit unable to control my movement well but that didn't stop me from training. I manage to nail a flat rail precision and controlled it. The rail sits by the canal and if I fail in control, "splash" goes me down into the canal LOL. My first try was awesome. Controlled it but a man shouted to me opposite and told me to get down and that I will die. But I didn't care hahaha. He probably just another typical singaporean.

We later went to another spot to train and then eat. I had ice kacang. Fucking cheap! 80cents for it?! Thats totally worth it man! But maybe it comes at its price. Preparation for it was pretty much unhygenic with the auntie using her hands to tap the ice in place. :/ Didn't care though and ate the whole thing. We went to fitness corner slack and I tried SBJ. Had 275. Didn't improve at all. Few months back, 275 now still 275. Maybe I wasn't in top form? Im not sure. But I was a bit disappointed .

Went home shortly after that. Another 12 hours time, I got work. Sian ar! Hope work is not boring!

Zavier Signing off !

Yesterday was an awesome day for me, I really enjoy my time with pksg more now. I mean they are getting more and more fun. Yesterday was the final workshop and we came early to discuss about how we were going to do the workshop.

Reached there around 1pm and we talked, slacked and discussed. Finally it was time for us to fetch the beginners from Tanah Merah MRT and one of my friend is coming. Me and 2 other friends were doing the precision station where we guide them. I saw progression the effectively in our guiding. I could see it from my friend. He never train parkour before to now, he could actually do a precision controlled, well most of the time. But that is really good to someone who tried it for the first time.

Soon the whole workshop was over around 7pm, the time when it starts to get dimmer. Our clique decided to stay and tried to nail some moves. I managed to nail a move and continue my flow further only to break a 2m long wooden fence and fell on my ass and back. Got some abrasion but I was more worried about the commotion I cause by breaking the whole fence.

We all went off shortly after as we are afraid of the police since we were making hell lots of noise too. We went to have our dinner at this cheap japanese restaurant where we went crazy again. Forever seriously, all of us are crazy. But they are all funny. After dinner we went to a playground to slack where we played various way to slide down a slide? During a point, everybody suddenly decided to do a train on a slide, where the first person slide and stop there. Then more people come sliding down and stack, I was the fourth, I opened my legs and my crotch was on someone back. More people come from my back. Crushing me but the force was on my crotch.

It was seriously pain, I was shouting and finally the first person got up, I felt relieve but there was this burning pain on my crotch. It hurt kind of bad :/ We all went home after that. Well my leg is really really sore but I definitely enjoyed the day with PKSG and looking forward to more with them ^^.

Zavier signing off~